Sunday, June 28, 2009

blissful simplicity...



i adore this image. has always been a fave of mine.
to me this says:
blissful simplicity
this is living in the moment, enjoying life's simple
pleasures.
i probably don't have to tell you that i love to blow bubbles with my kids,
and trying to catch them, is even more fun!
keeps my inner child alive and well.

nothing says summer like this...

hope you're all enjoying your summer.
~Calli

image source: whispery moment by Angela Bacon-Kidwell

Friday, June 26, 2009

i am haunted this day...



alone?
lonely?
what am I this day?

I try not to define myself in this way

though today the palpability,
is quite deafening.

feeling, mood, aura, so inward;
that outward seems, exhaustively unattainable.

solace within
my private place
my secret domain
i am sheltered, safe, untouched,
if only to a degree.

the rains
white noise
thunder

they murmur in the distance
soothing me
lulling me into a placid
meditative state

leading me to that unknown
where imagination
and peace
can often be found

yet not this day!

for you are there
an apparition of you

today, this is not a comforting thing
it is a haunting thing
i am on edge
agitated

and the only thought,
the only thought that consoles,


is the thought of being held in your embrace…

I am haunted this day

© Calli 2009



image source: photo-in-spoons

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

altar of hope...




altar of hope
i grace this space
with wishing seeds from dandelions
fairy dust
prayer beads
a treasured rosary...
amidst candles, God/Goddess
and
Buddha

all those things held dear

but what i hold even more dear
is unseen 'within' - my truest treasure!

that of my hopes and dreams
the 'thing' that makes me dance
my Altar of Hope

you are sacred to me

i pray on your steps
in your temple

i pray
i release
as i am rocked gently
and oh, so slowly

on the winds of tomorrow - my answers will come!

©: Calli 2009

image source: 33nukr9

Sunday, June 21, 2009

summer solstice...



officially began on June 21, 2009 at exactly 1:45 am EDT

give me a summer to remember
~
may we all have a summer to remember...


~ Calli
image source: lucaPatrone

also new photos and painting at:
G A R A H S T A H

Saturday, June 20, 2009

morning coffee ~ a series within a post...



a series of mini poems that find their way
with my morning coffee...

Page Divider Pictures, Images and Photos

loving boundaries
at times,
a necessity
a form of self-preservation?

protecting the heart
from more hurt
that IT could not possibly
endure

loving boundaries
walls erected, yet with love

i love you
but
your love hurts

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this soaring soul
whose heart beats for you
and
you alone

this flight
keep it going
don't give in to the night
don't make me fight

soaring on wings of past and present
coloured memories

altered views...

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rain
rain
rain...

i hear you, love
i feel you
i know your scent

for you are carried on that breeze
that sensual, succulent breeze

that came and went...

rain
rain
rain...

*sigh*

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bittersweet love

your love is bittersweet

your love is incomplete

i want you now

...let me love you

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© Calli 2009

image source: 22_01_2008_0805315001201020196_zbys

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

seeing you, seeing me...



in still waters
i search
i see
i find
it is you
your reflection
looking back at me

how can this be?
have you become so near?
that my soul knows no difference
between me and thee?

the good, the bad
we had morphed
as one

then you left...

and
when it is all said and done
it is once again me
(though forever altered)
that i see
looking
back at me...

© Calli 2009

image source: zzzsearch-1

Sunday, June 14, 2009

intuitive creating at...


G A R A H S T A H

hope to see you there, gems...

i would love it if you would 'follow' me at Garahstah (Picture Maker) ~ my art blog. That way you'll receive updates
automatically...

~Calli

Saturday, June 13, 2009

an introspective lyric (thank you!)...the goddess speaks - part 1



I came across a poem today in a book jacket
it resonated with my recent thoughts.
I was feeling as though I have not been living to my fullest capacity.
Not feeling as alive as I should. Withering in my prime of prime's.
Knowing it's time to live. Live fully. Live more beautifully.
Kiss the skies. Let my heart open and love again. Feel the beauty,
the amber glow, let it warm, and let the waters cool,
just FEEL...feel something. There is a Goddess inside and she
wants to feel, to breathe, to live through me...

*a introspective lyric © by Calli 2009

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I will not die an unlived life.
I will not live in fear
of falling or catching fire.
I choose to inhabit my days,
to allow my living to open me,
to make me less afraid,
more accessible,
to loosen my heart
until it becomes a wing,
a torch, a promise.
I choose to risk my significance;
to live so that which came to me as seed
goes to the next as blossom
and that which came to me as blossom,
goes on as fruit.

fully alive - by dawna markova


*an experiment in creating off the cuff...

whilst listening to Diane Birch - she's fabulous! love her! go take a listen:
diane birch
image source: whispygirl1

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

lingering...



lingering...
in sensual thoughts
damn you get to me.

and Carly Simon wrote it better than i ever could:

Hey, it's me, see I'm the lucky one
You've opened up my heart
You led me by the hand
You took me slow so I would understand
Damn, you got to me
Let me get to you...


image source: Allpic.ir

Monday, June 8, 2009

when it's good, it's good...


Racing heart
Lost in sweet visions
‘butterflies’

Sweaty palms
Twirling my hair

Where on earth did you come from?
Where on earth have you been?
Make no mistake, I requested you
A long time ago.
But what took you so long?

You’re just about perfect!
I like everything about you!
And I love…

I think we need to make up for some lost time?
What do you think?


© Calli 2009

image source: In_my_dreams__i_can_fly____by_Elessar777